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this is so accurate it hurts [19 Sep 2003|06:40pm]
<td bgcolor="#000000">gangsta name</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA"></td></tr><td bgcolor="#000000">gangsta job</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA">dealer </td></tr><td bgcolor="#000000">your fucking problem</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA">wanted felon </td></tr><td bgcolor="#000000"># of times you ran from the cops</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA">58 </td></tr><td bgcolor="#000000">your saying</td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA">G G G G G UNIT!!! </td></tr>
This is how a fucking gangsta rolls.. by starlitelily
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since this is the latest craze..... [12 Sep 2003|09:24pm]
[ mood | bored ]

1. I ____ Jose.
2. Jose is ____.
3. Jose needs _____.
4. I want to ____ Jose.
5. Jose can ____ my ____.
6. Someday Jose will _____.
7. Jose reminds me of _____.
8. Without Jose _____.
9. Jose can be _____.
10. Meeting Jose is _____.
11. Worst thing about Jose is _____.
12. Best thing about Jose is _____.
13. I am _____ Jose.
14. I think Jose should ______.

here fill this out kiddies =0).I haven't updated in a while,been so busy with school

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[09 Sep 2003|03:25pm]
[ mood | Down ]

Today's message: Somethimes the littlest things can mean more than any big thing....

today's been ok.nothing big,just the usual....

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[08 Sep 2003|02:40pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]

School is tough,but life is tougher

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[03 Sep 2003|04:48pm]
[ mood | numb ]

This is such bullshit..how long will u keep doing this? how long will anyone keep doing this? why me?? does my creator have some kind of grudge against me?? that he has to ruin everything i have?? the happiest thing ever,he has to fuck it up to make me feel like shit??why?? It's not fair,nothing fair,I hate this,I just wanna disappear.You try so hard,and u do ur best so that you can get good things? but why do i feel so bad?? I'm so down,I just wish that you have a restart button.So i can go back and start a new life..I wish that everyone had a restart button..cause man i'd sure use that chance right now and press that button...so that i cannot feel bad anymore....

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i swear it feels as if all has died for me [29 Aug 2003|04:24pm]
[ mood | sad ]

this week has kinda been alright.I've felt very alone lately,very lonely.I know i shouldn't but i can't help it.Watching everyone have a grea ttime at school,wathcing them talk about stuff,and i'm there alone.I feel so left out on everything.I feel like i'm odd man out,like i'm the tag along guy.I dun like to be the tag along guy.tag along guys suck.i've felt as if someone doesn't recognize me anymore,or think i am attractive.I've felt very alone.Everyone has things to do,and here i am alone for another day.i wish we were in summer,everything was perfect then,just the way i wanted it to be,now people are too busy,or just don't wanna hang out with me.it's like they r all trying to ignore me,or try to push me away...........w/e it's not importaint to anyone,not like u guys give a fuck

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Well the summer's through.... [24 Aug 2003|04:23pm]
[ mood | determined ]

tell me again,not everything beguins but everything must end...

close the door to feel emotional ends..tell me again,tell me again,about those unspoken words......

I think that is a perfect song to explain how i feel right now..this was tru;y a great summer,it was better than last year,which is surprising cause last summer was amazing..but it beat it.This summer will always be in my heart,as i prepare for school again..i got clothes,i have my mindset,i'm readyto bust my ass so i can finish this thing as quickly as i started it....well i gtg i'll see ya guys later

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[13 Aug 2003|08:46am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

hey i haven't updated in a while.Just making sure u kids know i'm not dead and that things are ok guess..not much has happened.later

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[08 Aug 2003|10:53am]
[ mood | loved ]

This is Art

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NEW JOURNAL! [07 Aug 2003|10:40pm]
[ mood | productive ]

hey guys I got a new Journal,it's under jose_rox_ur_sox.So u can check it out.thanks

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"if you insist on pictures of shorelines....I insist on pages of your lines meant for me" [04 Aug 2003|09:50pm]
hey guys this is steph, Joses too lazy to write about his weekend so im doing it for him lol. Well on friday, he went to work with his brother and then went home and just played guitar the rest of the time. On saturday, he went to band practice and hung out with Eric and Alex at denny's then he went to the thrift with his cousin and brother and got a jean jacket that hes very excited about heh. Then he went home and listened to radiohead: ok computer. Sunday was the most exciting for him because he went to a show: la Fiest De Punk Rock. He saw Where fear and weapons meet and said they were pretty good, then the movielife and said that they were good, he then saw autopilot off and said they sucked, then Triple A and said they fucking rocked, "Then the icing on the cake was Furter seems forever they fucking tore the house down,and i went nuts.By far the best band that i have seen live so far.The raw energy,how they had the crowd going.The only band to get me to jump up on stage and sing every lyric,to crowd surf as jason holds the mic to me while i sing,it was truly an experience.i met jason later on and i also met derek.derek explained why they didn't play justice prevails
jason gave me a hug after i told him he was better suited for further than chris was,and how much of a fan i am.How every song portays a certain time in my life,and how happy i am to say that further changed my life.Their music has made me realize a lot of things. they were nice guys,great band,after that i went to wendy's with andrew and got some food,and then we hung out at dana's.we saw some adult swim,and talked about things like diamondcutters,and how jack white has let himself go lol(along with beck).catie and dana's friend had to go,and so did jenna and her friend. after that we left and dropped some kid at his house
then i came home,and stayed up listening to music(mainly further and radiohead) until 6 that was my weekend" that was from the conversation i just had with him. well jose will write soon once he recovers from all that thrashing lol. cya later. steph
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man today was tough...... [01 Aug 2003|09:56pm]
[ mood | refreshed ]

I woke up today thinking it was the end of the world...I get up,and i went to help my dad out for work,taking place of my brother,and getting paid in his place too..Well after work,I got home and my parents went out.In the mood that i was in,i was thinking to do things around the house,cause i felt good for once in such a long time.I finally felt good,refreshed.So In this mood I put on some incubus and cleaned the house,washed clothes,folded them,and did the dishes.It felt good to clean,i want to do some more actually.watched some of the day the earth stood still,it was a great movie.now i'm waiting until steph gets back,and we'll talk.I hope she's ok,because if she isn't,then something will definately go wrong...see you guys later

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[30 Jul 2003|03:06pm]
If you need me,i'll be in the room trying to hang myself,in a desperate attempt at heartache...

don't you hate it when u do the right thing,and the world hates you for it?
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grrrr... [30 Jul 2003|01:57pm]
fuck this,fuck everyone.i'm suuuper pissed right now.I think i can break a wall man i swear,i need to just DIE!
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ehh..... [30 Jul 2003|11:31am]
i think Steph's really mad at me,and over a real stupid tthing.I just feel like what she was gonna do isn't her,and she just needs to be the better person.I know she really hates me righ tnow,because shit i didn't let her do what she wanted to do,but i'm her boyfriend.I think i have that power not to let her do something,when it's really not kool...w/e man...i couldn't sleep all last night
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i'm so mad [29 Jul 2003|05:23pm]
[ mood | sick,numb,crushed,stressed,etc ]

You know what,I'm fucking tired of listening to people's problems,and when u tell them yours they just ignore what you have to say.I'm fucking tired,i'm just gonna go back to bottling everything in,cause this whole vent out ur problems shit isn't working.I'm super sressed,and i'm just gonna take it all in,fuck it.This is that last time i try to tell someone about my problems,so don't expect me to say how i feel anymore,cause it's not doing anything.I'm always fucking there for everyone who needs me,but nonoe's there for me,noone's there for jose,noone.So fuck it,i'm not gonna open shit up to anyone,cause everyone just wants fucking advice,noone like to give some,I need people to give me adivce,yet noone wants to give me some........

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Yesterday was soo much fun [29 Jul 2003|02:12pm]
[ mood | rushed ]

First of all,I wake up.Bored as shit,and then I was talking to Loren and she's like hey why don't u come and hang out with us today,liz will take you.and i'm like sure.So liz came and picked me up with heather and loren inside.We drove around listening to New Found Glory,and then we heard some other shit,it was really fun i gotta tell you guys,I felt free.I was talking to Heather about my new movement,I think i'mma bring back the incredibly nerdy kid.You know,the nerd.They pens on thier pocket,with suspenders and sweaters that thier grandma made them.I think that would be kool,cause i haven't seen too many of those in my lifetime.I love what she told me,it was exactly "Good Luck" lol.Well anyways,we stopped by barnes and nobles,and we saw gina,they were there to see her.She looks the same man,but it was good to see her,she didn't recognize me until they told her,and she was like wow u grew up lol. anyways,then we went to her place,left to go eat,went to visit her b/f's job in 49th street(somehow we got there) and then we went to win dixie,guitar center,and then gina's place,where liz,loren,and heather dropped me off..it really would have been great if i slept over,but my parents are big meanies,so i went home.After that,my parents bought me some food,it was awesome,and i watched movies all night.so that was my day,it was fun as hell..

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Check this out: [25 Jul 2003|06:31pm]
If anyone wants to get a really good cd,you should get "Artist in the Amblunace" by Thrice.It's a really good cd,and it has some really catchy songs lol.well that's i gotta say,see ya later
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Hello kiddies [25 Jul 2003|02:04pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

I'm so fucking sleepy,someone shoot me so i can go back to sleep....lol anyways,today's going to be another slow boring day,if anyone wants to ake plans with me,i guess u guys can. Well last night was spent playing nintendo and listening to weezer,and some other bands.I've realized i haven't gone to a good hardcore show in a while.So imma go to one soon.I kinda miss the atmoshpere,how everyone's so nice and willing to hang out with you,even if the don't know you.Sometimes they completely shut kids out,but they didn't do that to me,they never do.Well my whole entire body hurts,and i think i'm in need of a really good massage...i'll get one later...well i'mma leave you kiddies alone now..later

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THIS SUCKS!!!!!! [23 Jul 2003|01:25pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

Let's just say I finally understand every hardcore band now.I love adore miridia,where have they been all my life? anyways,yesterday started out awesome,but ended in such a bad note.Something happened,and it made me real,real,really hurt,more hurt than i have ever been.TO sum this all up,by enxt week probably,i'll be a lone.I know it,something's going to happen,she's gonna leave me,andi 'll be here writing in my livejournal about how hurt i am,and why did she do this to me..I really hate it when she talks about him,and now she wants to go out with him,waht the fuck,well i hope they have fun in thier little "date" i guess.I won't have a cow.Well Every time die,is helping me out..talk to you kids later...


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